Venting

Big Moves…

smallhandsbigheart — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 01:13:17 +0000

As another week comes to an end and a fresh one started. I’m excited for the summer time. With 80 degree temps in April I’m really looking forward to it. I got some sun this weekend and had a great time hanging out with a great friend. We did some tye dying apparently it’s my new favorite thing to do. I also go some books this week, well actually bought 7 books this week. I am pretty sure I’m addicted to books and reading. Which I guess is better than drugs and alcohol. This weekend the race was at ‘Dega with an ending that couldn’t have been predicted. Just when I thought I was going to see Carl Edwards win and do his signature flip, I saw Brad Keselowski win and Carl’s car flip and go into the fence. I screamed like the girl I am. I couldn’t imagine being there in the stands and seeing that or having that be a member of my family and seeing that I think I would throw up. Well It’s time for me to relax and watch a movie.

6 days a week

smallhandsbigheart — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 22:04:07 +0000

I need to complain. I had a 3 day weekend last weekend, in which I enjoyed because I got to spend time with my Momma and Daddy but then this week I go back to work and realize that I have to work Saturday..6 Days this week seriously DUDE? All I want to do is sleep in. And to top it off my eye is twitching again… I’m getting stressed about what I don’t know. But the good news is that there is a race this weekend. Woo who… The boys are back, well actually they are about 2000 miles away in Arizona so they aren’t back as much as they are , oh whatever you know what I mean. I’m thinking about going back on weight watchers.. I shouldn’t be thinking I should just do it.. But I’m lazy.. On that note it’s time for supper…

Tye Dye..

smallhandsbigheart — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 23:25:09 +0000

Easter has come and gone. My parents visiting has come and gone. So I’m back at the blog. It was very nice to see Ma and Daddy. We had a good time did some Wii Bowling, drank some beers, did some shopping and went on a few adventures. Kayla and I Tye Dyed yesterday and I think I hurt my back doing it. Really come on who hurts their back making a tye dye shirt. Apparently I do. One time my mom threw out her back putting and Apple Pie in the over, actually I think she has done it a time or two. We now have 4 Wii remotes so nobody has to share. I got a cool new necklace with a hand on it. For Smallhands. Other than that things have been pretty laid back. I’m ready for June to get here so family will be here and almost time for the beach… Oh the beach I cannot wait…. I’m tired and want to relax maybe I will write more tomorrow. Maybe I won’t… Wait and see.

Fallling down

smallhandsbigheart — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 23:14:07 +0000

So I am afraid of falling, not of heights I guess essentially it’s the same thing. I don’t know. I could go on the highest building in the world if there was a wall, fence or something and protection so nobody else could fall. I have a point I promise. Today at work I was checking my personal email. What? Everyone does it. Anyway I get this email from my Uncle Jack and it was something about planning a vacation or something and it had pictures. There were pictures of an amusement park on top of a building in Vegas, and all these other crazy height involving activities, when I was looking at this email, my heart started beating fast and I was getting nervous and that was just looking at the damn picture. I can’t imagine what I’d do if I had to go up in one of them or something.. Probably have an anxiety attack.. YIKES

My Daddy and Ma are coming into town this weekend they will be here tomorrow when I get done work and will leave either Sunday or Monday to go to Florida to see Uncle Hank and then they will be back for Easter Weekend. I am super excited to see them since I haven’t seen them since Sunday after Thanksgiving.. We will drink beer, eat good food, play the Wii and of course watch the races!

Songs of my life..

smallhandsbigheart — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 14:20:45 +0000

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc…)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play

IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE???

1. Opening Credits:
“If I Could Turn Back Time”- Cher

2. Waking Up:
“Mediate:-INXS

3. First Day at School:
“You’re Making Me High”- Toni Braxton

4. Falling in Love:
“Guitar & Tamborine” – Stephen Kellogg & The Sixers

5. Wedding Night:
“Miss You”- Blink 182

6. Fight Song:
‘Nothing Left to Lose’ – Mat Kearney
7. Breaking Up:
“Jump Around”-House of Pain

8. Prom:
“Two Tickets to Paradise”- Eddie Money

9. Life:
“Our Song” -Taylor Swift

10. Mental Breakdown:
“Back In Black” AC/DC

11. Driving:
“Nowhere to go, Nowhere to be”- Kenny Chesney

12. Flashback:
“Shine” -Collective Soul

13. Getting Back Together
“Blue Jeans and a Rosery” – Kid Rock

14. Wedding:
“Gotta Be Somebody” -Nickelback

15. Birth of a Child:
“Sweet & Wild” Dierks Bentley

16. Final Battle:
“Already Gone” – Sugarland

17. Death Scene:
“Gunpowder & Lead”-Miranda Lambert

18. Funeral Song:
“Cryin” -Aerosmith

19. End Credits:
“Take it on the Run”- REO Speedwagon

Jelly Beans & Easter Eggs

smallhandsbigheart — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 13:50:47 +0000

So I had to work yesterday. It was okay, I mean working on Saturday could never be great. That being said, my mom called me at work and pretended she wanted to buy a house I thought it was her but I needed to make sure. I asked her what property she was looking at and she gave me the address to our house at home. Then, I had to go get my Target fix. I tried on some clothes I didn’t like anything. So I got some jelly beans, and some things for Kayla for Easter, oh and Sally too. I also got some eyeliner it’s a purple color I’m not sure what it’s going to look like but I will find out. Then I when I came home I wanted to watch the Truck race but like here in WNC it was raining in the Martinsville so I watched Twilight.

Well , it was awesome I have to say I was totally apprehensive about watching it because the movie is never as good as the books. But this movie was very good. It made the book come alive. Except the “meadow” scene, It wasn’t like I thought it should be. I need to re-read it in the book, I remember it being more, I don’t know more romantic than that. Edward almost seemed mean at parts. Anyway, the movie was good it made me want to re-read the books and I can’t wait for the second movie, because Jacob will be in it more….. Wow that was really obsessive kinda..

My parents will be here next weekend well at least Saturday. But then they are off to Florida to see my Uncle Hank for a couple of days and they will be back Thursday. Just in time for Easter weekend.. I can’t believe it’s Easter already… Lent is almost over and I can have a margarita…

She got the Jack…..

smallhandsbigheart — Sat, 28 Mar 2009 00:00:14 +0000

Another eventful Friday evening… I can’t complain about missing qualifying because it was rained out. So I was pumped for my Friday evening trip to the i-market with Kayla to get my slushie Always fun I love me some blue raspberry lemonade, brings me back to high school and Karen always drinking them we got them at Lake County Dairy, or at least I think that is where we got them… So I was hyping Trackside Live and it wasn’t even that exciting…. Well I did enjoy the Aussie accent and getting “fizzed up”. So now I sit here rocking out to AC/DC, Kayla comes in with a French Vanilla Coffee creamer and does it like a shot.. Nice, then she did it again.. Really this kids not right.

Oh speaking of not being right. I’m still itchy so I went to K-Mart today to get some No Itchy No More lotion and it was raining kitty cats and puppy dogs out. So I get out of my car and I’m walking across the parking lot to the store, and this stupid car almost hit me. I had to stop walking back up and get out the way. Besides almost losing my flip flop, it was pouring rain and they were in a car. How rude, so I said to the car, of course I’ll wait because you’re in a nice warm car and I’m outside in the rain. Douche Bags… Seriously?? So I go in and get my itchy no more lotion and I come back out.. still raining.. same car doesn’t stop again… Yes, I know.. I was pissy and yes, I lost my flip flop again…

Itchy

smallhandsbigheart — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 00:09:26 +0000

So yesterday at work I got super itchy all over and I couldn’t take it. So I took some allergy meds and I got all spaced out. I don’t know what the hell what was going on. I am pretty sure I was having an allergic reaction to something. So I came home from work early I took benadryl and slept it off. I am still a little itchy today and my eyes are super dry and itchy..

It’s thursday which means almost Friday except for the fact that I have to work Saturday… SAD FACE

Kayla & The Toilet….

smallhandsbigheart — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 23:16:39 +0000

Today started out like many other days…. Until Kayla comes out of the bathroom, crying… I was standing by the coffee pot getting ready to have my morning coffee. I asked what was wrong and she said she broke the toilet. Just so you know Kayla has a good relationship with the toilet, she uses the bathroom like an office and spends a lot of time there… So I went in to inspect the situation, and informed her she just overflowed it. She took a poop and flushed multiple times. There was even a turd on the floor it was gross. We got it cleaned up and Kayla ate her breakfast…. After she washed her hands…

About Me.

smallhandsbigheart — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 01:29:04 +0000

Some quirky or weird things about me.

I refer to all dogs as puppies, whether they are 2 months or 20 years old
I’m an only child and I talked to my parents almost daily
I’ve never lived by myself
When people use the word “GAGGLE” it makes me smile
I hate Easter Grass and Christmas Tinsil
I want to work with books, such own a bookstore, or work in a library
I once had a rabbit named “Burger Buns”
I like the color purple
I live with my Uncle, Aunt and Cousin
I went to college for 5 years and attended 100′s of sporting events
I love NASCAR
Jimmy Buffett songs make me smile
I enjoy dances such as the Cha Cha Slide & Hokey Pokey
I used to always hurt my feet in college
I love flip flops
I’d rather talk to dogs that some people
I’m shy unless I know you
I love hot balls or as the rest of the world calls them “fireballs”
A lot of people call my Dad “Bub”
One of my cousin’s calls me “Ash-Hole” the other calls me “Fudge”
Other nicknames I’ve acquired are: Flash, Trash, Assley & Vern
My parents call me “KID” still even though I’m 26
I graduated with 32 other people.
I like Tween shows like “Zoey 101″, “What I like about You”, & “iCarly”
I like Bud Light & Margaritas
And Drinking Gin Coolers with my Grandpa Tom
My favorite # is 55
I have small hands and they are usually cold.
I think my Grandma Lucy has the best taste in books
My mom picks out better outfits for me than I do
I’m an early riser and sometimes complain when I only get like 6 hours of sleep
I love the name Max
I like huggable people
I like to stalk people or investigate them
My friend Sarah and I once gave out All Access Passes to a flip cup contest… between the two of us
I went to Pre-School for 2 years
My mom’s water broke in Mickey Ds
I once knocked her out with a wheely toy we call a popcorn popper
I love the Buffalo Bills & the Buffalo Bulls
I call Pepsi and coke POP not Soda.. POP
I can’t say the name Cynthia correctly
I like romance novels & often trade books with my Grannie
People say I look like my dad, sometimes I see it most of the time I don’t
I can have a temper
I cry when I’m made so I don’t have the temper
I’m afraid of falling, even on wet pavement
Most of my best friends either their first or last names start with a K or T or both.
I want to write a book
I think my face is worse than a 14 year olds
I was part of the Fab 4 in college
One time on the way to Niagara Falls to go drinking my friends and I peed at a Car Dealership
I love JAG & NCIS
I hate doing my hair
I can’t believe that I have to wear dress clothes most days of the week
I think everyone deserves RESPECT
I love chocolate
I don’t like to drink milk
We always remove the bottles of Franks from Fuddruckers
I enjoy doing the “Tootsie Roll” especially with Kelli & Mom
Lately when I hear the word TOAST I want to sign the “YEAH TOAST” song
I loved Grilled or Cooked Bell Peppers
My dad makes the best Wings
My mom the best Mac Salad & Dip
In August 2008 along with my best friends & cousins we baked like a zillion cookies
I’ve gotten Chicken Pox twice, once in Kindergarten the other time in 4th grade from my best friend..
I was voted Most Hyper in high school
I had my first car for 6 years, and if I could have had her for longer I would have..
I like Loud Music
I have trouble sticking with things like exercise, blogging, making my bed
That being said, I can stick with people and jobs, even when I shouldn’t
I trust way to easily
I get blisters on my feet easily
Sally the Dog is one my favorite people.. I know she’s a dog
I have to have deodorant at work because sometimes I forget to put it on
I usually carry an extra pair of flip flops with me incase my feet hurt or a shoe breaks
I’m not attached to my cell phone
I used to be a faithful “Today Show” watcher but now I’m a “GMA” fan.
I want to live in a bungalow
I’m bad at keeping in touch with my friends but I miss them terribly
I once watched CSI for over 12 hours straight
I want to live where there are no snakes
I’m stopping at 82 because that’s the year I was born.